I didn't sleep well at all last night. Now it's 11pm, I feel weak and tired, but I'm still up and awake and blogging.

Last night, I was missing my darling, and waiting for him to contact me again. And he did, then my mind gone crazy and all, I just couldn't sleep. I stayed up awake staring at the ceiling for almost 3 hours. I was just staring. All the way till about 2.30am. It's amazing of Hana to sleep so late. Suddenly woke up at 6am laughing, cause I had a very, very, very, very ridiculous dream. And somehow that's the one thing that made me laughing all the way during physics lesson. Yeahhh.

Went to school for physics, I drifted off in class. I was thinking about Syamil all the time. I couldn't concentrate today. I really couldn't. I was also forcing myself to control my irritating attitude and emotions. Sadly, it showed during practicals. I was just like giving up on taking the readings of the mass in water thingy and measuring stuff. I just felt urghhhh. But somehow I was still very happily around people and enjoying life. =) Hehehe.

After school went to follow Nura, then went for lunch, then met my dear.

I love you so much dear. No matter what happens. I really love you.

Don't let me down, alright? Because I really really don't like youuu. (your sms tone.) Hahaha!

Alright so I reached home, my aunt was cutting my mother's hair. Even though I intended that as soon as I reached home I wanted to crash on my bed, I needed a haircut. And so my aunt cut my hair next. There's not much difference in my hair though. But it's very much layered and curlier/wavier now. Rebonded hair is leaving already. However, I find that my hair is nice, once I find that correct way of combing my hair and handling it. Hehe.

After that went down to Woodlands Mart and bought some groceries. Reached home and cooked dinner, ate, and cooked the chocolate biscuit. Hahaa.

My house is finally noisy again. I miss those noisy times. Nono, my aunt doesn't replace my sister, of course not. After my aunt staying for about 2 months, only now I saw the good of it. Only now I feel thankful for her being here. It took me a rather long time, but really, thank you. I may have got less privacy, but at least I got company at home. Just company to make me go crazy with and do all sorts of stupid things at home. To make me closer to my family. =)

These days, my house is a hectic place. I'm usually the last one to leave home, and can be the first one to reach home, at 5pm. The house is only noisy in the early hours of the morning or during dinnertime. Things have changed, a lot. And I like this change. Somehow I feel that my mother is a lot closer to me now, she let's me tell her everything, but I don't want to just yet. She knows I have a boyfriend, she knows and have met Syamil. She doesn't disapprove and at the same time she doesn't encourage. But that's enough for me. I know that these last four months of school will pass by real quickly.

Thank you.

Happiness and to be with all the people I love is all I ever need. That is enough to make my life the best life ever.

I'm looking forward to the holiday after Os, which MIGHT happen. My father is intending to get me on the airplane all alone and spend about 1 or 2 months with my sister. I don't mind, as long as I got a handphone and mybabyApple. And of course some money. I'm looking forward to travelling alone. I love travelling, and not yet travelling alone. I hope it'll happen. One more thing to look forward to after Os.

So jiayou Hana! You can do it! Work hard for your Os because there are manyyy rewards after this stage. Aja Aja!

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