Hehe. I stole this from Fana's blog. I have yet to upload pics from my camera, so I took this first.

Yeah,

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!! =)


It has been like almost 1 week since I blogged. Rather busy..? Nah, I had a lot of breaks from school. Maybe busy having fun. Hahaa!

But yes during Tuesday and Wednesday, I had no papers. But somehow I did end up in school too. Haha. To practice and NJRC training and rehearsel. Hahaa. I should retire from school one day laaa. I better! Haha. Then after Biology paper on Thursday went off to town! =D Yayys.

Ok fine. Picture post after I upload my pictures and when I have more time and more mood. Haha. (:


And TODAYY! Teachers' Day. Uhuh. We performed! Hahaa. We all look super retro. It's supposed to be anyway. Haha. And I enjoyed every single but of it. =) Maybe some mistakes here and there, or maybe aLOT, but we all enjoyed it, right?

:)


I didn't got back my primary school. =( I shall pay a visit soon, I hope! I miss all my friends, and the teachers too. Haix.


Well, it's the weekend now. Time for rest, time for sleep, time to get ready for a new week ahead! Oh wait, it's the holidays next week!! Haha. For me, it's only a 3-day holiday. Thursday and Friday is packed with supplementary classes. And Ms Tan better not drag the lesson cause I would rush to NJRC after that. Haha.


Every single year, there's always some bad memory of NJRC. There's always that one moment of preparation which scars NJRC every year for me. It's too sensitive to write reveal it here. Well I hope, that for this last year I am in this school, the fourth consecutive year I'm participating in NJRC cheerleading, it'll be full of nothing except pure enjoyment. (: So all my loves, please come along.


That's all for today, more soon!

=)

ta!

FIRE! FIRE!


Yes a fire broke out this morning at 4am. The carpark beside my block was on fire. It was obviously an act of arson. So there was this big big fire and alot of the residents went down and kept calling the fire engine. It came only 30 mins after the fire broke out. Really slow lah their reaction. Until the fire die down edi. Anyway yeah 16 motorcycles got burnt. And the whole carpark is still filled with soot. It's all black. Even the cars. Including mine. Scary you knowww. Haix. Okay yeah that was my Sunday morning. Haha.



So the weekend has come to an end. I finally got my rest, and I'm finally studying. Haix.

On Friday night, I went to my paternal aunt's house to visit another aunt who has just came back from the hospital. It was sad seeing her. Haix. Yeah. I reached home about 11.30pm around there.

On Saturday, I went to my aunt's house for a kenduri. All my cousins and my relatives were there. It has been a real long time since I've seen them. So yeah I went there and helped to cook and played with the kids and all. It was fun, then we all went home at around 7pm. At home I think I was watching tv with my family. Haha.

Yeah then Sunday morning that fire happened, after the fire engine came I went up and went to sleep first. I found out that the police had the whole carpark out of bounds to the residents till 7.30am. Well, I woke up at 9.30. Haha. Yeah then I straightaway got ready to go to my cousin's wedding. Fortunately it was like right beside my own house. Not too far away. Haha. Then afternoon went over to the family's side at Jurong. So yeahh.

I was almost dead when i reached home. Haha.

It's time to study, Hana. Please, it's chemistry. Your worst subject. Let's hope for a pass, yeah? Then I'll call Mr Cheong and scream to him that I finally pass Chemistry. Wahaha. Let's hope for that. =)


And my Syamil, I'll always be here waiting for you alright. Wherever you are, whatever you are doing, I hope you are doing fine, and thinking of me because I am always thinking about you every minute, every second. I love you dear.


Alrights. Chemistry time.


ta.

=)
I miss you dear..



My weekend is halfway gone. It's been tiring. One more day of tiredness coming. Wish me luck. Especially on making time to study for Chemistry. Haha.


Ok i need rest.


ta.

It's Friday. Weekend is finally here. 2 days of rest before another paper. Chemistry!

Chemistry is my last hope left for science. Oh please, I have never passed Chemistry this year. Let me pass it this year please.

Hmm, physics was sucky. I don't want to think about it. My paper 2 was all wet of tears. Haha. And the answers are all crap. Blah. It's over already.

Pressure sucks.

Stress sucks.

Mood swings sucks even more.

Especially when jealousy strikes.


Update more later, or tomorrow. Got to go out.
=)

ta.

Haha. I miss the times when I brought my laptop to school. Haha. Crazy we are! =D


So YESSSS! I'm in a better mood now. Hahaa. For the past err, one week, it's been err, scary. Haha. OKay nvr mind it's all over now right, dear? (:

Prelims. Prelims. Nothing much to blog about laaa. Haha. Other than I'm studying. And studying. I guess, I'm not all studying. But, at least it's something! Be proud of me, people! It's rare that someone like me is studying. Haha.

But hmm, papers have been ending quite early. So go home, change, go out again to library. And library, is the last place to go to if you want to really study. Unless you go at 10am. That is the why, I never liked Woodlands Library. Haha. I would only study at Cafe Galilee. Haha. My studying buddy, my dear! And from tomorrow onwards, he would just watch me study. Hahaa. =P

Can we go Tampines library again..? Haha. Okay never mind. Us and our going far plans. Haha. I miss long bus rides. Heex. Okay I can't wait for Wednesday now. (:

It's a studying/shopping trip. You must have a balance of studying and fun. Haha. You can't study all the way, okay? It's not good for health. I mean it's true. It's proven by doctors! And really, I don't get reading the notes in the morning of the exam, the last few minutes before entering the exam hall. I mean, will anything go in? Maybe yeah lah. But it just makes one more nervous and anxious and all. Just chill, you know you have studied, just be confident and you will do well.

Well, the only difference with me is that I don't study ENOUGH beforehand. I study, just not enough. I know that. I'm going to flunk my prelims. I'm aiming for L1R5 20. Wahaha. Not bad, right? Haha. Then I have 2 more months to work harder for Os. =)

Humanities is just gone lah. I just have to pray for the examiner now. (tip from Mdm Jo.) Haha.

Tomorrow Geography and Emath P1. Geography, I'm going to just write anything which makes sense to me. Haha. And I need to get a distinction for my one and only maths subject. Pray hard for me! Haha.

Alright I'm going to continue studying now!

And my darling, good luck for your paper tomorrow kay..? Do the best of your ability.. (:
I love you!


ta~

That's such a random photo. Haha. (:


So I have been gone for quite a while. I guess I don't really know what to blog about these days. Study, study, study. That's all that almost everyone is going through right now. Nothing else intresting in our lives, right? Haha.

Oh yeah last Wednesday I had my orals! I've always enjoyed orals. Hehe. So yeah you know what I mean. Wahaha.

Next week is full of important papers. Hmm, can I appeal to the whole school to reduce their noise level from anywhere? We do get distracted and it affects our performance. So please..? We would really appreciate it. =)


Aaah I've lost touch with blogging. I don't know what to blog about anymore. Oh yeahh! Omg how can i forget.

We went Al-Ameen yesterday! Hahaha. Okay it was a really funny time with 7 of us there. Ok crap crap. But I was really full laaah. Yeah it was nice, very nice. Haha.

And I've finally watched Love is Cinta. It's well, alright I got no comments. But Acha Septriasa is super the pretty. Hahaa. (:


To the many people who read my blog, can you please tag? My tagboard is getting lonely. Even if you are someone who hates me, flood my tagboard. Hahaha.

Okay done.

bye!


You know I love you....

(: Love you both many2!


13th of August 2007.

I'm so happy! I still am happy! Wahahax. =D Come on smile with me! It's rare that Hana is super duper duper happy! Heex.

So firstly, I was late for physics lesson. Haha ok, less than 5 mins late. I was taking my time at home. Lols. Yeah then lesson, then physics prelim practical! Okay before that while gathering we were making noise and talking to Mdm Ho and all. Haha. Yeahh.

Physics practical isn't bad at all. It's kinda easy, actually. Except for the 6 marks plan of the experiment. I can never plan experiments. Hahaa. So yeah, 6 marks goone! 40-6=34. Alright not bad! Haha. Ok rubbish. Yeahh.

After practical when to do some survey about the school at comp lab. I love my class lahh. Haha. We were all soo hyper. And yeah then got back my phoone! I was lost without it for a few hours. Haha. =D Then then then! The whole class RAN down to the first floor to see our MT 'O' level results. Haha. At first Nura received at sms and said there's 71% distinction. I was certain that she would get it, and I was very veryy sure that I won't. Hana and Malay don't match at all.

However... I GOT AN A2!! I was like super duper duper happy lor! I did not expect that at all. I mean really, I kept saying I know I would need to retake. Haha. So from that moment on, I was all smiles! All the way till now. Haha. I even forgot to go and see Cikgu first. I straightaway went out of school. Hehe. And yes I was smiling like one idiot all the way home. Haha.

Then my dear darling came over! Then we went out to the library! With mybabyApple. Well I was waiting for 2pm and to find out the DPA results. So at the library went on to the website, and unfortunately, I didn't get through. I didn't get into the course I wanted. Ohwells, this actually gave me an even more encouragement to do well in my Os! Woohoo! Haha. And this head of mind has been fiddling between JC and poly again. We'll see how it goes. (:

And so after that, borrowed some books then went to buy bubble tea. Yay!! And yeps all the way I was with my dearest boyfriend. Aah, I love him so. Heex. Yeah then walked around, and then went to meet his mama.

At first, I didn't want to see her la. I just had a bad feeling about seeing her today. Haha. In the end I did meet her, and got scolded. Wahahax! I got scolded by my mother-in-law for the first time! Yes dear, I will change for you. Hehe. Actually she just scolded me and to make sure I study for prelims and all. Haha.

Yeah then then! I played daidi with Syamil. It's just his luck today he won many times. Grr. Feng Shui was on his side. Haha. Yeah play play till I went home and my mother is proud of me! Haha, first (and last) member of the family to get something good for malay. Hahaa!

So at home I layed around. Watch tv, caught up with my family, and watched X-games with my brother. Aah, I miss the times when skateboarding and all was right in front of my eyes. Haha. And the times when I went gaga over those hot guys. And still am. Look at http://www.ryansheckler.com ! Hahaha. Sorry dear. I couldn't resist. =)

Alright it's now 9.40pm, and I'm finally starting to study. I'm not exactly a night study person, so most probably I'll go off to sleep in 20mins and then wake up early. But that'll be, last minute studying. Haha.

So chemistry tomorrow! For prelims, I'm aiming for a pass for chemistry. Don't expect much from an F9-er. Haha. Practicals tomorrow, let's hope for the best!


tirra~~

Random picture! Divya looks funny here. Haha. And that is like at Jelapang LRT station. =)


Tomorrow. Tomorrow.
*heart beats fast*

13th August 2007.
Well I'm nervous about results. Yeps. Mostly about that. I wish all the best for the MT results!

(:

And prelims. Prelims. Haha. Well this whole week isn't that bad. I'm just real scared for the papers next week and the week after next. Yeah. Haha.


Alright I don't know the purpose of this post. Lol.

ta.!


I love you my dear!

I forgot to give a conclusion to the post before this!

I am very ambitious.

=)

I miss you alot, dear.

I miss snow. I miss winter sports. And yes, that is me looking like an alien there. Haha. My sister took that photo! Aaah, I miss her so. After Os, I wish and plan for only 2 things. It's either I'm going to work my butt off, or I'm going travelling. The working is more realistic, cause traveling uses money. Loads of it. Haha.

Traveling. One thing I'll always enjoy. I wish to go backpacking around the world one day. Yes, with my future husband. That, I'll do for like 4 or 5 months, when my children are grown up. So yes, my future husband? Agree with me? And then for my honeymoon I want go to Paris. Please..? And I would want my children to go to DisneyLand when they're young! And I want them to go places and enjoy nature and their young and nurturing age.

Haha, so if you want to be my husband, take note of all that. =x
(I sound so spoilt. Or maybe like I'm advertising myself. Wahahax.)

And I know, Syamil is having a heart attack right now. Haha. =P

Well, I just want to go all around the world. I didn't mention anything about shopping, right? I think shopping is just a bonus. I only enjoy shopping when I really need that item. Not for fun anymore. Yeps. (:

So my dearest, that's why I always say take the things you do seriously. >.<


I don't know why I just wrote that. Please please, don't be hurt. If anyone is. Hehe.
But my darling, you know I love you alot. Muah!


Lalala~ 2 days left. And now I'm getting ready to go out with my parents. Haha. Don't scold me dear! Hehe. I promise to study when I come back home. Alright? =)

I'm so happy these days. Haha. I love my family loads lah can? Hehe. Somehow I can't wait to move. It's like, a whole new adventure. Marine Parade seems to be a very nice place. I agree it's far from the place where I had my juvenile years. Like I said, nothing is confirmed yet. Hehe.


My dear!! Syamil! I miss you. xP

Hehe, I just met you yesterday laah. And this weekend, work hard kay? I'm proud of you, dear. (:
I can't wait to go on a shopping trip with you! Heex.


Monday. Monday. 3 things happening!

#1. Prelim starts.

#2. MT 'O' Level results. I want to get at least an A2. But even if I get a B3, I don't want to retake can? Hehe.

#3. DPA (direct polytechnic admission) results. If I get it, it'll be a whole load of my shoulder. I'd be super happy! Yes yes. =)


And you know, I think I would only want to take my degree after marriage. Haha. I guess I would be happy with only a diploma. >.<


Psst. I enquired about some job. Haha. It means extra $$. Well, I'm waiting for that person to get back to me. Haha.


I miss my friends. I miss all of them. Can we get together?

(:


ta.

Alright that's a random picture taken. And grr, Firah's back is facing the camera. Why not miiine? Grrr. Firah I'm going to get you! =P

Okay so how was today? I was all hyped up and ready for madness. I mean really. From the morning I was already hyper and all. All the way the hall. And then cannot stand, and I stopped singing at all. Yeps. That's what happened. I don't like national day anymore. Haha. But somehow I got hyper again for the cheer. Then suddenly Ms Tan came up from behind and said "10.30 ah. Don't be late." Haha.

So yeah we had physics lesson. Let's all pity 4/5. Last year was 4/6. And I know 4/4 2008 will get it next year. Haha. There's always that one class.

However, I find that 2 hours constructive. I learnt physics! Haha. I love Ms Tan. =)

Then after that, we cleaned up the class! We were like the only ones left in school at 12.40pm. Haha. Our class was hyper. It's like suddenly we were so happy. Then we went down and Ms Lim had pizza for us. (: And so the class was spreaded throughout the whole canteen. Like I said, nobody else was in school. Haha. And so we kept moving around here and there, switching pizza flavours. Haha! Don't ask how. Yeah then the pepsi was passed around, with random YAMSEEEEENNNGG!!s. Haha.

I love 4/5. =)


After that met my dear and then i went home and PAK. I went to sleep. But it wasn't comfortable though. Well one, I wasn't having a peaceful mind. And two, it was hot.

And it still is hot. My aircon died. Boooos! I'm going to suffer, I tell you. Suffer!!!

Someone donate my room a repair aircon service. Please! I need it! Call someone who is able to work on Singapore's birthday! Haha.

Alright okay rubbish.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!


ta.

Have you tried this? I don't know if this Cadbury bar is new or what, but I have only seen in once in my lifetime, and I bought it from Cocoa Trees. Couldn't find it in Cold Storage or 7-eleven! Maybe it's a very rare breed. Hahaa. Anyway it's niiice! =)


Hmms.. I did all the dishes today without being asked! Haha, I always do, when there's little dishes. But today there was alot, and I happily did it without grumbling. I guess, being happy is the best mood ever. Haha.

So, it's 9.40pm. My living room area has been dark from about an hour already, everyone at home sleeps early. And now it's my turn.

As you can see, I can't even be bothered to go online. Haha. So during weeknights, don't expect to see me online. You want me to be, my phone is on 24/7. (it seems that these days my phone has died.)

Haha. Yeah alright. done!


Dear, thank you for the day/afternoon today. I love you looots! Muah!


ta~

Ouhh! I forgot to say one more thing that made me really happy.

Music Motion got in! We're performing for Teachers' Day! =)

Ok fiiiine. I don't sound that enthusiastic. Cause I somehow knew. Don't ask me how, but I trust my instincts. Haha! (:



And yes Syamil, your instincts are better than mine. Haha!

This is a veryyy random picture. I don't even remember where I got it from. But yeah, those memories. It wasn't even more than a year ago. But that time was different, cause I had a son! =P Hahahaa.


Alright, today is a good day. Well at least, compared to yesterday, today is aLOT better.

Started the day rushing to school but still laughing like one idiot due to my father's driving and the abrupt decision to pick up Firah. Hahaa. Yeahh. Honours Day. At first, as usual, I knew I'd just keep cursing and complaining due to this and that. But, I feel it wasn't that bad. With Szeling's cuteness (haha :P).

The class too makes me laugh like one kind. Zelin! For his slowness and lameness. Haha. Greatness in the class. And I miss Kenneth though cause now we always change seats. Hahaa. But ehem, there are the good and bad sides of sitting beside Nura. Wahahahax! Don't worry dear, anything you do to me, I'll still love you. :) Hehee. And I'll keep hitting you back! Hahaa.

Lessons passed by, I miss my dear more and more. Then Mdm Ho said there isn't focus study. Hahaa! I was so delighted! Soooo, happily I walked home. I was like smiling and singing to myself. At home, I don't remember what I did. Hahaa. But I went out soon, and took the MRT to my favourite library. I still feel that it was more homey before the renovation, though.

I was alone all along, but I was still happy and soo cheery cause I know I'll meet my dear. I kept getting distracted that "where is he..?" was always in my head. I kept telling myself, studyy! Well, I finished the eMaths Paper 2 June 06. Haha. I'm so proud of myself! =) Being so happy, the good mood stayed all the way till I met my dear.

It really felt like it was soo long since I last met him. I think it has been. It's been real long since I saw him again, finally, behind that invicible wall that was between us in the past, it's you I see, Syamil. You're back, my dear. =) And please stay that way.


((: I love my boyfriend alot alot!


Okay done, study time! Or maybe sleep time. Haha.


ta!


PS: I think I'm starting a lighter collection. Lol!

A Lot Like Love is playing on Star Movies right now.

Dear, where are you? I miss you...

I wonder what happened to me blogging, to me being online. Yes I'm rarely online now. Haha. So if you want me to go online, call or sms me first. Haha.

My life has been a typical lifestyle of an O level student. Study, being super tired, study, sleep, eat. I have been studying, and I'm glad. =)

Hmm, yesterday I went out with my mama and aunt. We went orchard! Ok we just roamed around. Actually wanted to buy something, but nothing caught our eyes. I only got myself a Cadbury chocolate bar. Haha. Then we went house hunting. I guess I'll be reuniting with my primary school friends. Haha. They live around the area. Well, nothing is confirmed yet. That's for sure.

Ouh, before that I went to school for the auditions. And I will not say anything. Just that, I feel that our performance wasn't bad. Ihsan, Nabilah, Farra, Jannah, Fazillah, Manaswini, Fidah, Firah and me. Let's await for the results, yeah? =)
After that went for the oral practice. It was alright. And I'm getting scared for orals next Wednesday. Haha. Come on lah Hana. ORALS. Since when did you not do well in orals? Haha! I want them take my prelim marks can? Hahax.

Yeah then rushed here and there and went orchard. It was my first time using the adult's ezlink card. And I'm amazed by how much money they can suck in just for one mrt ride. Haha. At least I don't take the public transport often. But I know I will in the near future. Haha.

And so i reached home about 7+. I lied around, and accidentally went to sleep at 8pm. And woke up at 10am this morning. 14 hours. Haha. That shows how tired I was. Haha.


Yes I am a heavy sleeper. So don't blame me for sleeping early. I'm sorry I sleep early too. I'm sorry I'm always tired. I'm sorry I can't go out at night. I'm sorry I can't talk on the phone. I'm sorry I'm always busy. I'm sorry that I'm not that perfect person.

Everything around me just reminds me of you. Every single thing.
I wonder what had happened. There's always that question mark. I never knew anything that is happening. Nothing ever. Please let me know something.

I miss you dear. I love you.

Hello again to all my friends. I'm glad you came to play. Our fun and learning never ends, this is what we did today!

[does that ring a bell? It's from Barney. remember? haha.]

Yes I'm here again. I'm not going to be blogging much though. But I'm still here and alive.

Today, I just wanted to blog, about one of the happenings last year. Around this time, I think. August 2006, my sister came back to Singapore. I can't believe it has been a year already. Time really flies. I should have spent more time with her while she was here for that one month. But unfortunately, many things happened while she was here.

One of it was me being busy with school, with council. But the one which took more time was the when i was in the hospital. The agony. It's okay if you know why you're at the hospital for. When you're there UNDER OBSERVATION, it's just so annoying. You have no idea why you are there. All you think about it what's happening about stuff everywhere. I remember that during the 4 nights I was there, I cried to myself. I cried to sleep, all alone. I only had nurses there to accompany me. Heh.

Well, my conclusion is, I really miss my sister. A lot. Really, a lot. I guess my reason for saving up will be to visit her. My own sister. =)



All right. I guess it's now back to studying! Or maybe sleeping. I've came up with a new routine? Haha.

Jiayou!

(: