Woots~!

It's been a long time since I blogged. Had a sudden urge, so here I am. =D


Well, my shopping spree is ending soon. 14 out of 16 days already. Which also means that my sister is leaving soon. Boohoo.

*sobs*

*more sobs*



Time has been flying really, really, really fast. Days full of fun and laughter. Lame jokes, laughing at stupid actions. Haha. I love my family alot ok? (:



I have lost count on how many times me and my sister went to orchard. Or even Sentosa. Or east coast. Or Vivo City. We have been going out almost every single day. Especially those days that I'm not working. I'm really glad that for the last week that she's here, I'm not working! =D Well, I told the manager(s) that I am going to be the tour guide for my sister anyway. So they shall understand.

And how many things have I bought so far?

Let's just name a few. (:


- CAMERA! (((:
- speakers!
- a Nike bag!
- A MANCHESTER UNITED JERSEY!!!! =D
- a new watch!
- slippers!
- necklaces!
- artificial flowers which are super duper pretty!
- finally a dustbin for my room! lol.
- Ferragamo perfume! *strawberry!*
- and loads and loads and loads of clothes
which include:
. countless tshirts
. 2 dress for Mango
. white jeans! =)
. a very funny looking suspenders! haha.

And more, I think. Haha. I forgot already.

All hail Christmas sales! =D Hahahaa.

And ouh, whatever I got is about half of what my sister got. Haha. It's okay. She doesn't come by Singapore anytime she wants to. So it is understandable. ((:

Lalala~


Aaah! Did I mention I went to the zoo? Hehe. There was 8 of us cousins in total. All girls. Hehe. Yeahhh. And then got up the cable car, and went up the skyride. And the next day, me and my sister and brother and father went down the luge! Hehee. Ehhh! Come to think of it, I got all that for free. =D Hahaha.




Spending time with my family, and my extended family, I seem to have neglected my boyfriend(s). Hehee. Yes, my laptop, iPod, and all that. Hehee. And my girlfriends too! Aaah. I miss you all soo the much! Shall get together one day okay? (:



Shall update pictures next time. There are simply too much of them. Hehe.
Note to self: Get external hard disk.



And 2008 is coming! Whoaaa. Omg. results too. Hahaa. Shall not think about it okay? (:


Shall be gone now.

Shopping spree, the continuation? Who knows. Haha.


ta!

Isn't that pretty? (:

Flowers are nice. But being the lazy me, I bought myself fake flowers yesterday. I have yet to take pictures of them, which was added to my collection of the previous 2 roses.


So, I have started to get grumpy at home. All I felt like doing was just breakdown and cry.

But I held it in.

I hate the way I am feeling now. It's confusing, I don't even know what I'm feeling. I don't know if it's anger, sadness, happiness, love, something is just missing. I still feel like dying. And I feel my smiles are forced.

I want my smile back. Why did you take it with you?



To you, thank you for your efforts of making me smile again. Time and time again, you have been there, to make sure I'm smiling more than ever. Thank you very much. However, no one can ever make me smile the way that he did. I'm still trying to accept the fact that he can never make me smile like that again.



Oh yeah Hana. Just move on.

Think of the heavenly ketupats and rendangs awaiting for you. (:

And the Christmas treats. Plus the zoo trip! Haha. But I still have yet to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks. I wonder if it will still be airing in January. Hmms.

Ouh. I'm working again this weekend. Plus Xmas eve. Nobody wants to work then. Haha. I shall work then. =)


Right.

Okay.

Haha. Funny picture laah.

I love them many2 okay? (: Plus the person who took the photo too. (my daddy!) Hehe.

Okok, I got an announcement to make.

Ehem ehem.

Happy 20th Birthday to my sister!!!

:D :D


She turned 20 exactly when Hady Mirza was crowned the Asian Idol.

:D :D :D



And guess what?!

Today's the start of the third day of my family's shopping spree. :D

I'll list down all the things I bought for myself when my sister goes back. And I bet the list will be alot longer than this post. Haha. I mean, I already bought 2 pieces of clothing, and a few electronic gadgets. :D My sister already got a new laptop too. Haha. I'm still satisfied with mybabyApple. :D

I love Christmas okay? The time of giving. Many2 free gifts. :D

Yes yes, I'm the best person to bring if you want to go shopping. Best bargains, best free gifts. :D Must be clever! Hehe.



Okay more pictures to be taken today!


Family is the best cure for every trouble that you have. Forget all your troubles, and have greatness fun with your family. (:



On a sad note, I'm working tomorrow night. =(
I feel like calling in sick. Haha.

Wells, my pay is coming soon! :D :D



I shall bathe. And eat breakfast too. Haha. :D


I love the smiles. :D



And to sidetrack, I really miss school. =x




ta.

I think I'd rather die or something.


Sometimes I think something is really wrong/missing in my life.



But after thinking, I should move on. No matter how many memories come back, no matter how bad things may be, I shall be strong. It hurts, it hurts real bad, that I can't turn back time. But I believe that everything happens for a reason. Maybe God is giving me a test. To see if I will become a better person after this.

To tell you the truth, I've become a mee-nah. A big one.

You won't recognise me anymore I guess. I've been changing looks like every week? Haha.

A new look everytime I feel like I am not satisfied with the other new look. =D




On the bright side, my sister is back. :D

And I don't feel like working at all when she's back. Kak, let's go to the zoo! Haha.




I was taught not to cry unless I have a shoulder to cry on.
So I have not been crying at all.
Holding up the tears, but I can't seem to take it anymore.
I'm finding the solution.
How to forget everything.
All of my past.
Just, everything.



Therefore, I should die.

My brother bought one tub of Ben & jerry's ice cream.

I ate it super slowly, savouring every taste of that holy ice cream.

And I realised just how long since I had my last Ben & Jerry's ice cream.

Someone bring me to eat B&J's kay?

I finished all my money yesterday at expo. =x

Haha.




And I'm off to work yet again.

(:


I wish I could work forever. It'll just get my mind off other irrelevant things. Haha.

Oh yeaaaaah! I forgot to say that I got red hair now. Haha.

=D


Shall make it redder (or pinker) one day. See? My wishes come true like poof! Haha.


Xiao ting tong. Omg I have a crazy manager. A crazy supervisor. A crazy bunch or party people I meet everyday. And I go crazier than I usually am. Wakaka.


(:





A good way to get my mind off everything else...

I'm starting to love and hate work at the same time. Haha.






I finally got hold of this picture. Haha. That chinese guy who is much bigger than the rest, is my manager, Penly. Haha. Then the tshirt guy is some Indon guy I don't know, but everyone knows him as Firman. He's funny laa. And that other guy is both mine and Khairani's dearest Agus. Haha.


So I worked till 12.30am today. I reached home about 1am.

The weird thing is, once I reached home, my brother left for work. Hahaha. We're like the 24 hours working family. I'll soon be like that. Very soon. Haha.



I want continue, but I'm too sleepy. Haha.


I worked 15 hours today. Haha. I'm crazy. Veryyy crazy. =D

Tell me I'm strong.

Today at about 6pm. That's all I needed to hear from anyone. Anyone at all. I didn't dare ask anyone. I just kept quiet, putting on a fake smile for the customers.

Until 9pm, a customer said that I'm cute. And Agus kept saying 'kamu cantek bangat!' Haha. Which means I'm really pretty. Haha. I know he's just been fooling around. And I have managers who bully me. Yes, managers with the S. Haha.

I worked from 4pm to 11pm today. I woke up at 2.45pm. So I was late for work. Nobody realised cause it was too busy. Too many customers. Haha. I love working there laa. I have made alot of mistakes. But how am I to learn of I don't make mistakes, right? =)

Today is just exceptionally funny. Everyone working today was from Mars. I mean, guys. Except for me and one girl. But she was in the bar, so I don't get to be around her much. So I constantly had to do work with huge/tall people surrounding me. And I kept saying "I feel intimidated." Haha.

So with many compliments, I ended my 7 hour shift with a big smile.

Plus the i-think-he's-cute guy was working as well. I was thinking of who he looks like, so in the car ride back I heard the name Paul Twohill. So yeaaah. He looks like him with the hair all covering the face. Well this guy I work with admits it's irritating and is going to cut it off soon! Haha.



It's going to be a lonely night, a lonely start to my new life.

But I'm strong.

Thank you Mira, for telling me to partayyyy!

Thank you Jannah, for telling me I'm like brick! Hahaa. =D

And thank you Hamzah for nonsense. Hahaha. (:



I shall be that new girl who will aim to go Zoukout when I turn 18. Nyehaha! Okay rubbish Hana. Just when I thought I'm happy to be 16. Now I want to turn 18. Then next it will be 21. And then!!! The age must stop there. Haha. It can't grow any bigger.

I shall die my hair pink.

And paint my nails black. Ah yessss... I shall do that.


Or maybe I should sleep first.

=D


Nights!