I'm feeling very apologetic today, and yesterday too. But more of today. Today is a day full of guilt, full of stupidity, full of tears. But full of love as well. =)

That's just briefly my day. Haha.

And I'm worried for like many people too. Gaaah. If only humans are born with no feelings. Everyone doesn't have an emotion. Then I won't be going through all this. Haha.

OKay mixed feelings. I'm getting irritated by myself, I'm getting irritated my laptop. I'm going crazy.

Syamil not going to contact me anytime soon too.

Khairani are you okay..?

I need to destress. Mama, would you please give me a massage?
(she gives the best massages.)

Alot of people went to watch Harry Potter today. Nobody please tell me anything about it. I don't feel like watching it suddenly. Friday to Sunday seems to be the free-est days, and ticket is $9.50. I want to go on weekdays. Cheaper laaah. Gaaaaah. Wilson still owes me a movie. I still remember okay? Grrr.

I still need to fill my application.

I want to go back the council. Like now. I miss it, really. Still taking time to adapt. It's hard.

And, I need to meet that woman with the dog who always scolds the students again. I regret not telling her everything on my mind. I could even challenge her. Ok I can't think about her. Makes my blood boil. Haha.

Oh God, please let me straighten my mind out. Please let me think of only one thing at one time, and please let me focus on my studies. Please allow me to do my best in my studies and excel and make the people I love proud of me.


I think I'm PMS-sy today. I tear/cry at every sad thing that happens. And I'm very whiny. I don't like that. I was whiny to Syamil, my dad and my brother. Haha. Okay I shall shut up.

I shall go before I make myself mad.

And someone get me a new handphone. And please repair my dying internet connection.


ta.