It's been 4 days since I last updated! Alright, Hana is a lazy bum. Nothing amusing, right?

Alright first thing first,

Congratulations to Aliff Aziz for winning Anugerah 2007! Hahaha.

I can't believe I follow that malay talent show laah. Oh I know why, it was because of Arshad. And he did perform again tonight. Nyehaha. Alright so this winner, it's like my age! Our age!! So young laa. What to do with the money haar..? Haha.

Okay, yeah. =)

So how am I these days..? Hmm, I never did have a good night's sleep ever since Friday. Because of alot of things. I always felt down, when I'm alone, that is. I've been hiding my feelings! Haha. Okay maybe not so well. But yeaap.

We had MT Listening Compre on Monday. I believe that we all had fun actually doing it. The invigilator so cute laaah. Haha. And then I was like laughing to the music and DJ before the passages were read. Haha. Then Tuesday, I had English prelim orals! I was high too for that. I just kept on talking and talking like Ms Ong was my best friend. Hahaa. I got out of the exam room feeling super duper high. =D

I suddenly smell ammonia. Hmms. Oh yeaah. We did a chemistry practical just now. Hahaa.


I've been wondering... I always make mistakes. I repeatedly make mistakes. I hurt people. I'm just useless in handling relations, yeah. From young I knew that I'll be better off alone. Not to be with anyone cause I'm a failure in that. I can communicate, I can talk, just that sometimes I lose myself and POOF.

However, no. I do not stop there. I want to work towards becoming a good friend. I've not been a good friend these days. I am very very sorry. I know it's of no use. After years of going through many problems, 'sorry' has become merely just a word of no meaning. I'll wait, until you are finally able to accept me again. I am sorry, my dear. But whatever happens, I'm still here whenever, wherever. ((:


And my dear Syamil, thank you for always being there for me. All the time, thank you soo much dear. Nothing can change my love for you~


I miss photography. I lost my photoshop. (I accidentally deleted it.) And my camera is like old. Haha. Can I bring my brother's SLR on Friday? Can can? Then I'll take pretty pretty pictures of the pretty pretty everyone. Yeaaah? Everyone wear nice2! Do not wear school uniform laah! Yea the classmates, let's win that percentage of people wear costume thingy. Haha. Okay never mind! Ignore me. Hahaha!

I'm crapping too much. Gaaah.


And I have a sudden craving for donut factory. Anyone care to join me for a 7 hours queue? Hahaa. =D


Hmms, let's study Hana.
Please uterus linings finish! Hahaha. It hurts like one kind you knoww. Haha.


Okay bye!