I think I'm one of the first people to reach home after prom. Haha.

So how was it? It was great, actually. Many fun and laughter. Our table constisted of Tamalays. (go figure) Haha. It was funny, and the food was great. It was a buffet, it was nice. I wasn't in the mood for dessert, so I didn't get any. I was all smiles actually. It was fine.

Then the dancing, haha. As usual, I can really go crazy. I did. At first it was happy happy enjoying. Then somehow in the midst there was a sudden mood change and I just danced cause I was in a not-so-good mood. I wasn't okay. I wanted to burst into tears on the dance floor itself. I held it in, and told myself to do it at home.

I didn't want to leave actually. I didn't want to go home, I didn't want to do anything except to just stay there and not be the normal self.

I blew up at people, I couldn't control myself. I'm sorry.


So my 16th birthday, nothing much actually. Nothing wow happened. Blame me for going to a dinner & dance before, so I wasn't so fascinated.


I would actually consider my birthday a disaster. Because deep inside, I don't think I'll be truly be the person who I had been. Maybe I'll be the emokid.



Ouh yeah, pictures will be up tomorrow.

Just one to show you how I looked.



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I still think I look like the mini Xena without the shawl. Haha.