Tell me I'm strong.

Today at about 6pm. That's all I needed to hear from anyone. Anyone at all. I didn't dare ask anyone. I just kept quiet, putting on a fake smile for the customers.

Until 9pm, a customer said that I'm cute. And Agus kept saying 'kamu cantek bangat!' Haha. Which means I'm really pretty. Haha. I know he's just been fooling around. And I have managers who bully me. Yes, managers with the S. Haha.

I worked from 4pm to 11pm today. I woke up at 2.45pm. So I was late for work. Nobody realised cause it was too busy. Too many customers. Haha. I love working there laa. I have made alot of mistakes. But how am I to learn of I don't make mistakes, right? =)

Today is just exceptionally funny. Everyone working today was from Mars. I mean, guys. Except for me and one girl. But she was in the bar, so I don't get to be around her much. So I constantly had to do work with huge/tall people surrounding me. And I kept saying "I feel intimidated." Haha.

So with many compliments, I ended my 7 hour shift with a big smile.

Plus the i-think-he's-cute guy was working as well. I was thinking of who he looks like, so in the car ride back I heard the name Paul Twohill. So yeaaah. He looks like him with the hair all covering the face. Well this guy I work with admits it's irritating and is going to cut it off soon! Haha.



It's going to be a lonely night, a lonely start to my new life.

But I'm strong.

Thank you Mira, for telling me to partayyyy!

Thank you Jannah, for telling me I'm like brick! Hahaa. =D

And thank you Hamzah for nonsense. Hahaha. (:



I shall be that new girl who will aim to go Zoukout when I turn 18. Nyehaha! Okay rubbish Hana. Just when I thought I'm happy to be 16. Now I want to turn 18. Then next it will be 21. And then!!! The age must stop there. Haha. It can't grow any bigger.

I shall die my hair pink.

And paint my nails black. Ah yessss... I shall do that.


Or maybe I should sleep first.

=D


Nights!