Isn't that pretty? (:

Flowers are nice. But being the lazy me, I bought myself fake flowers yesterday. I have yet to take pictures of them, which was added to my collection of the previous 2 roses.


So, I have started to get grumpy at home. All I felt like doing was just breakdown and cry.

But I held it in.

I hate the way I am feeling now. It's confusing, I don't even know what I'm feeling. I don't know if it's anger, sadness, happiness, love, something is just missing. I still feel like dying. And I feel my smiles are forced.

I want my smile back. Why did you take it with you?



To you, thank you for your efforts of making me smile again. Time and time again, you have been there, to make sure I'm smiling more than ever. Thank you very much. However, no one can ever make me smile the way that he did. I'm still trying to accept the fact that he can never make me smile like that again.



Oh yeah Hana. Just move on.

Think of the heavenly ketupats and rendangs awaiting for you. (:

And the Christmas treats. Plus the zoo trip! Haha. But I still have yet to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks. I wonder if it will still be airing in January. Hmms.

Ouh. I'm working again this weekend. Plus Xmas eve. Nobody wants to work then. Haha. I shall work then. =)


Right.

Okay.