Sunday, December 16, 2007
I think I'd rather die or something.
Sometimes I think something is really wrong/missing in my life.
But after thinking, I should move on. No matter how many memories come back, no matter how bad things may be, I shall be strong. It hurts, it hurts real bad, that I can't turn back time. But I believe that everything happens for a reason. Maybe God is giving me a test. To see if I will become a better person after this.
To tell you the truth, I've become a mee-nah. A big one.
You won't recognise me anymore I guess. I've been changing looks like every week? Haha.
A new look everytime I feel like I am not satisfied with the other new look. =D
On the bright side, my sister is back. :D
And I don't feel like working at all when she's back. Kak, let's go to the zoo! Haha.
I was taught not to cry unless I have a shoulder to cry on.So I have not been crying at all.Holding up the tears, but I can't seem to take it anymore.I'm finding the solution.How to forget everything.All of my past.Just, everything.Therefore, I should die.
