Taken on 5th January 2008. Those were the Ex-Riversidians that came back during the Sec One Orientation Camp, the campfire.

I've been wanting to blog since a long time.


I'm on 3 days MC, thus I have time. (: Yes I have been sick. Haha.



So, the last I updated was the 4th of January, about the school withdrawal symptoms. Haha. I guess right now, I'm over that. Ever since the campfire. Yes yes. I shall blog about that. Haha.

On that Saturday, I went out of my house super early, and went to some school at Yishun first. Lol. Then went to have lunch, then went to Riverside for the CCA Open House. I came rather late, didnt catch any performance. So I just walked around with dearest Angel. I miss her loads ok? Yeah then learnt that RS dance. So it figures, that when I'm older, I learn dance much easier. Not like last time, it took years for me to get the steps right. Haha. Look what intensive "clubbing" has done to me. Hahaa! No I don't go clubbing okay.

Dinner, actually after dinner, I went on shouting. Haha. It has been a long time since I shouted. So it's okay right? I'm sorry my dear juniors if I ruined anything.

Yeah then campfire. Alright it was rather boring for us alumnis. Well, I got really emotional. Not just because of missing school, but also the past. I was getting real sad, but I did get rather hyper. Hehe. Then more emotional things came. Yeah those people up there saw me cry. Ok it was real dark, maybe they didn't. Dearest Yong Lin did. It was sad okay. Yeah alright, I don't wish to go on anymore.


So that's 5th January. The days that went on after that, I really felt possessed. I felt as if it wasn't me at all. I worked like crazy shit. I slept only 3 hours a night, kind of thing. That is completely not me. Yes, that explains not blogging for a long time.


Shall not remember that week.


But there are those times that I was saved, so that I won't be drowned by this unknown feeling. That unknown Hana. When I broke down and cry, singing and crying at the same time. You were there, as always. Like you have always been. For these past years.


Friday, 11th January. Was my best day of 2008. Despite me falling real sick, despite the tiredness, despite the sleepiness, it was just great. Haha like the nurse said "always bring friends when visiting a doctor." Haha! When everyone was feeling super hot, I was shivering like one kind. Thank you for you jacket. (:

Playing pool, and a super long bus trip. Yes, that's on Amir's blog. Haha. That happened in the first hour of the bus ride. Then rest was spend on Encik Amir's and Encik Syamil's and Cik Hana's confessions. Haha. Okay I don't know what that meant. But yeahh. Haha.


And then yesterday was a movie outing with him. =) Then I got really sick again. I mean until I couldn't walk kind of stage. Was really in pain. Then tried to eat, couldn't eat much. So we took a cab home.


And Muhammad Syamil Bin Bueari met my parents. =D




Yes, those are my days. (:


So tell me, should I feel guilty? Everyone reads my blog. And some people know what I've been up to. And some don't. Thus I shall be ready for spammers. Haha.


ok I'm gone for now.


(: